Visitors

Lately I found out there's visitors who really like to read my writings.

They came from KL off course in Malaysia..Penang, Puchong, Bukit Mertajam and Shah Alam..

Thank you, I am writing this for your reading pleasure..

A lots of these story telling is based on My day to day things or in the past..

I had actually drafted more than twenty stories in line.. they eventually will be publish.. on the the day that I have set on my blog..

keep reading.. you will get to know the truth when the times comes...

Apa Erti Hidup Kalau Dikawal

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Bodohnya, Kalau hidup kita ini di awal seperti remote control.

Segala keputusan hanya di buat sebelah pihak dan kita terpaksa atau dipaksa untuk setuju.

Apa perlu dicakap, diajar cakap. dan perlu dicakap didepan mata demi utk pastikan.. cinta itu adalah benar...

Pastikan yang kenyataan itu adalah betul.. demi utk kekalkan cinta yang belum pasti.

Menghancurkan apa yang sedia ada, menghancurkan apa yang bakal ada.. satu penipuan cinta..

Akhirnya, yang Mengikut kata terpedaya. Wang simpanan habis.. masa depan habis.. dan hidup serba tak terdaya.. tapi berpura pura depan kenalan seperti tiada kekurangan. semua bahagia.

Malu, Akhirnya terpaksa hidup dalam kepuraaan.. walaupun hutang menjengok setiap bulan..

A story to tell not to hide.  If you can't live with it.. pls leave.. under the control of people that is not even related to you is not a wise decision..

A PROMISE IS A PROMISE NOT AN ACTUAL THINGS TILL IT HAPPEN.

More than 300 was recorded.. it's not a lie

More than 300 was recorded.. over 1349 calls..not a lies anymore..

Nothing was made a secret. the time flies. the record remained in here.

January 7, 2018

A call of a duration of 36 minutes was received and well spoke.

I have done my best not to embarrass another party. I have to keep it as my dark secret.

Only God's know what was really happened.

I have nothing to lose at the end of the day.

Controlling the world

Let me start with a small picture, I was raised in a big family. 9 siblings and I am being the youngest..my dad was a policeman.

All of us went to different schools, and later succeeded a good jobs as a professionals or businessman or a government servant.

But I must share, one of us decided to join the underworld. My father failed to control the ONE although he manage to raised all the EIGHT..

My advised is, please don't try to control the world when you can't even control  a small community.

A bit bigger, Tunku Abdul Rahman won the first election.. and after the second one, 13th May incidence broke out..

Tunku had failed to unite the Malaysian. Malays and Chinese disunited,  lead to the form of MAGERAN..a temporary government.

Tunku FAILED to control Malaysians and I am sure he can't even control the world..

My advised to all my friends out there.

Just be in control what you can.. do not dream to big to control the world..

Best Regards

Final Journey 2018..

743 woke up at 530am.. deep inside masih tertanya tanya.. dimanakah dia.. do Umah ke.. betul ke.. Umah mana.. Kl ke.. johor ke.. ampang ke..shah alam ke.. itu  yang Keluar dari ingatan...

tidurku baru dua setengah jam.. pening lalat masih di kepala.. jam 8 Harus berangkat untuk pursues da. si dia dari semWwwalam sudah block semua..

cuba dan mencuba dari 830am... sampai ke petang semua tak get through.. zalim kamu.. aku tunggu  kerna aku sayang kamu...

abis kursus tadi aku tak tau nak kemana lagi.. Singgah beli nescafe 2 tin and started cruising around.. heading to highway not knowing where to.. I headed to the north deep inside nak ke selatan sebenarnya.. half way through I pull over.. patah balik melaka..

743 I received  your message wanted to talk rationally.. I responded.. and finally u called me..

we talk about it.. I guess I am being just fair to you and myself.. we cannot control the world.. I will do what I have to do

good nite yang
wassalam

Hours of scrolling

while I am in the dark.. I scrolled your pic your video.. your message..

and off course your chat on the other phone. you are actively online from 9am.. but none a message was directed to me.

as you have requested.. you need a space and time for yourself.. I never make any call to you. althuogh I can easily make it from my hidden number.

I had more than just this blog to express myself..  I can do more and wonder than this..

if I lose doesn't mean you win all..