Bila Lagi Akan Kembali

semua nya bermula di satu kenduri kawin sebulan setengah yang lalu.

Datuk nak join pergi Umrah tak? Sapa tuan rumah pada saya. Lantas terus bersetuju dan keesokkannya terus ke dr ambil suntikan dan membuat bayaran.

Begitulah al kisahnya. Mudah dan hari ini aku berada di Medinah Untuk malam ke 3.

Kumpulan ini tiba tiga hari yang lalu, bermula zohor dan Akan berakhir dengan zohor juga Esok..

Dalam tiga hari ini dapatlah aku ke Raudah Taman syurga. Masjid Qiblat, masjid 6, ladang kurma dan sudah pasti Nabawi.

Perkuburan para sahabat hanya walking distance.

Soalannya, Bila lagi Akan dapat kesini..

Andai punya wang dan usia tak memadai kiranya kesehatan tak mengizinkan.

Mohon Pada Allah, agar apa saja doa dimakbulkan. semoga perjalanan ini bukanlah yang terakhir.

Insyaallah

wassalam.

Raudah Taman syurga dan Janji

Selepas 20 tahun saya kembali ke Madinah untuk tujuan ziarah para sahabat.

Tiba di hotel jam 11 pagi waktu tempatan, makan tengah hari dan masuklah waktu zohor jam 1230.

Alhamdulillah dapat selesai kan zohor asar dan maghrib. Airmata bercucuran tanpa sebab dari Takbir hingga ke tahiyat akhir.

Sangat hiba dan sayu. memang tak tahu apa puncanya.

Pulang ke hotel untuk makan malam dan terus semula ke nabawi utk solat Isyak.

Aku bergerak sendiri, tak perlu tour guide untuk bantu. keadaan masjid memang Sangat brerbeza dari 20 tahun yang lalu.

Dari mula sampai akhir malam Bergerak sendiri ke masjid.

Selesai Isyak aku Beratur utk ke Raudah. dan Akhirnya lolos masuk.

Seperti niat dan nazar ku sebelum berangkat. aku bersolat sunat dan terus memohon doa agar dimakbulkan.

Hanya Allah saja yang maha mengetahui Doaku. 

Ya Allah, makbulkanlah Doaku yang kupohon di Taman syurga ini. 

Sesungguhnya, telah engkau janjikan, berdoalah di antara rumah dan mimbarku, nescaya Allah Akan makbulkan permintaanmu.

Aku mohon darimu ya Allah.

ameen..

8kg bukan 4kg

Sebelum berangkat ke airport malam tadi aku sempat Berehat sekejap diruang makan sambil menghirup kopi.

aku capai penimbang Dengan kaki, lantas terus berdiri. Berat badan ku yang seminggu lalu jatuh dari 70kg ke 66kg, hari ini merudum lagi kepada 62kg.

8kg hilang dengan mudah dari 9hb ke 9hb. Genap 30 hari.....
Alhamdulillah, allah masih memberi kesihatan yang baik setakat ini.

Memang terasa seluarku melonggar, memang aku tau belt semakin melonggar. tapi tidak Langsung menjangka seteruk ini kehilangannya.

Akan berangkat kurang dari 30 minit lagi. Mohon doa dari Allah.. Akan bertabah dan berubah la apa yang berlaku tika ini kepada yang Lebih baik kiranya tidak kepada asalnya

wassalam..

8 HOURS JOB

God is great by creating 24 hours in a day.

Equally 8 hours for work, rest and for almighty. That is where you spent a 24 hours in a day.

But, are we being fair just spending our time for three things?

We prayed to Allah for eight hour, Allah will look after us 24 hours a day.

We rest (sleep) eight hours a day, the body will keep fit for the rest of 16 hours.

We buy food from the salary that we work 8 hours a day. The food intake guarantee that we are healthy next 16 hours.

Are we being fair just to do things for eight hours and the rest of the hours is taken care off for oneself?

When in the office for eight hours, this is our productions,
chat in pantry, coffee, surfing the web, having sweet time in the loo, que for errant, visiting kids at school, seek dr, chat in social media, workshop, window shopping etc....

All what we have to do is just to answer to our superior that we appreciate all office work to be discussed within that 8 hours.

But we have forgotten that the employee stated clearly in our paycheck, They pay us MONTHLY. not 8 hours..

They facilitate our medical attention a YEAR, not 8 hours.

They pay our mobile bill for one month, not for eight hours.

And we enjoy the facilities TILL wee hours at the expense of the employer. As if we are on a leisure trip that we can come in to the office as and just when we wanted to.

My advised is, Please don't insult your own intelligence by telling him, I work only for 8 hours. I don't work after 5 or I only work 48 hours a week.!!

ARE WE BEING FAIR?
Be smart enough to answer me next time........

913 wonderful days

Well said, it was approximately 913 days.

Knowing each other from teen become adults and from there become angel.

Going through all the mess off course but with a great times too.

Spending that kind of numbers is not a short period.  it takes really a patience individual and guts.

From zero become hero, from nothing to something. I knew all about you. You knew too well about me. Just like a book.

Nothing SPARED.

From there on, lies has taken its course. hide and seek is not our games..As LIES has made the change..

Should I lie more on your behalf now? If I continue to tell lies on your behalf,  I am not helping you. The truth will prevail.

You will be curse, They will treat you like a SLUT if not worse.

I am a responsible human. You must be treated as what you are today.

No one can mistreat you. unless you choose to be the one.

to be continued as I only share not even a quarter of 913 days..

This is only the PREFACE..

nite